Today, this noon, I (finally) bought a test pack (feel curious whether i'm pregnant or not).
and I felt my heart beating. I've been hoping for this. I mean, although we're just getting married 1mo ago but still.. the hope. deeply.
So here I am, waiting the tick tock reached 5mnts and... voila! 2 stripes! :') Yes this is it. Alhamdulillah.. I feel grateful..
After that, I kept thinking if I should say this first attempt to my beloved hubby or not. I mean, he's going to reach his 30 yo in December, so I guess this news would be so surprising! And I'm sure he will be very happy since he really wants having many kids, back then. :)
But the fact: when he got home from office, I really can't wait to say this.
So I asked him "What if I were pregnant? I mean, do we still have to go to NL?"
He all of sudden stared at me straight to my eyes asking me back, "Are you pregnant, darling?"
I rolled my eyes and I thought my cheeks were blushing anyway :") and said: "Yes" undoubtedly.
He surely looked very happy and blessed, then said "Alhamdulillah" and looked to the pregnancy test, I guess words can't even describe how our feelings was. I mean, SubhanALLAH, ALLAHUAKBAR, since married couples were trying so hard for having babies, me, with His Permission, had no difficulty for having one (or ones). Don't you think this is a miracle? Well miracle was not the perfect word. His Mighty Power, it is. I thank Allah for that. I really do..
The next thing I know, he's busy telling everyone that his wife is pregnant! the joy! ^^
And the after day I bought like 3-4 pregnancy test (just wanna make sure lol) and of course all of 'em were positive! ^^
So here were we, wishing nothing but the best for this little creature :)
Hopefully, I could give birth to my baby with normal condition, healthy and of course sholeh/sholehah.. Amiin ^^